Desiree Eileen Ramirez

Hi Desi:)
    well i just wanted to stop by and let you know how much i miss you and love you. daam:""( its so hard celebrating my birthdays without you there. i remember we use to do ours TOGETHER all the time at grandmas house:"( jeeze going on 5yrs already. its so hard Desi but i know your always watching over all of us. everytime im in school you come to my mind how u wantted to graduate and go to college and have a wonderful future. wow time flys by so fast but you will always stay in my heart nomatter how fast or slow time goes=) your like my twin Desi we were raised together since day1. everytime i show up at grandma's i hope to see you run out that front door and run to me saying "best cousin" and jump on my back for a piggy back ride back in the house:""( those are the times to remember about you. also me and my funny jokes that made you pee in your pants,bcuz of how funny they are. you always had a BIG BEAUTIFULLLL smile on your face. i will also try my best to keep your lil brother angel on the right road to success, that i can promise you.. bcuz i learnd the hard way and i sure dont want him going through the same thing=) il be here for any of them in the future...
im like the straightner you didnt have in Las Vegas, so thats why your mom used the iron to make your hair straight hahaha funny and wonderful days you for us to remember everyday.
im sorry for being late to say happy birthday Oopsy:/
i know you would always and i mean always call me for mine every year without anybody reminding you=) well ima go and listen to your favorite songs like the "paletero man" lmao..
love you and take care up there in heaven, just like i always took care of you all the time=)
BEST COUSINS ---> Eternity

              Remembering an Angel

                  Desiree Ramirez

                         

 Hi Desi...umm....i really miss you and would to see you, but all i can do is pray that i'll see you in my dreams. I remember when you would always come over and we'd go to the back room of that house and play the karaoke and sing at the top of our lungs. i esspecially remember the time when you, lauren, andrea, and i would just take pictures and laugh until we cried and then kept laughing. I remember the day you called saying that you had moved and was going to come over for easter, but we told you to stay with your family.....we miss you....for awhile i ccried but then i realized that i shouldn't cry..i should be happy for you because your in a place that so many people wonder about and i get images in my mind about heaven only from the bible.....but you are at that special place. i miss you more than all the words in the world....and i knoe that lauren does too...you're still her best friend

LUV YA PRINCESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

I Love and really miss you. Dang, Buy me something!!! That was your favorite thing to say. Baby, you deserved it all, because you were my heaven sent Angel.......

damn desiree its been so long:( i miss you so much. just coming back to this page and seeing everything just brings tears to my eyes. the other day i found your phone number in my dresser and for some reason i wanted to try and call it. when i did i heard your voicemail. i coundt believe it. i counld believe it was you..your voice. coulnd believe that i just heard your voice again.  you dont know how happy i was to hear it. how much tears it brang to my eyes. i miss you so much babe. i cant wait to met you again. i still cant believe your gona but i now know that he told you for a reason. i cnat wait til i see you again. i love you and miss you so much babe. rest in peace dez<333. were all praying for you as your watchin down on us(: iloveyou♥

OUR PRECIOUS PRINCESS DESIREE

I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND LOVE U

SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT U

AND I CANT GET OVER THE FACT

THAT U HAD GONE WITH OUR

FATHER IIN HEAVEN. I WILL

NEVER FORGET UR SMILE AND

UR LAUGHTER IN 2ND PERIOD AND

7TH PERIOD.

HI DESIREE CAN'T BELIEVE ANOTHER CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOU. LAST NIGHT WE WERE AT YOUR GRANDMAS HOUSE. THEY WERE TAKING PICTURES WITH THE CHRISTMAS TREE,"THEY SAID ONLY THE GIRLS" AND AT THAT MOMENT I FELT SOME EMPTYNESS IN MY HEART BECAUSE YOU WERE MISSING FROM THE GIRLS GROUP. I LOOKED AT YOUR MOM AND SAW THAT SHE HAD THE SAME FEELING. THE OTHER DAY THAT WE WENT TO YOUR HOUSE ERNIE AND ADRIAN RAN TO THE DOOR GAVE ME A HUG AND KISS "SAYING HI AUNTIE" I REALLY FELT THAT THOSE HUGS CAME FROM YOU (THEY WERE NOT LIKE ANY OTHER HUG ERNIE HUGGED ME FOR A WHILE WITH A NICE TIGHT HUG AND RIGHT THERE I FELT IT ..I FELT SOMETHING DIFFERENT).SOMETIMES I WANT TO ASK YOUR MOM TO LET ME GO IN YOUR ROOM. BUT THEN IT'S SEEMS TO ME THAT IM JUST GOING TO MAKE THINGS MORE DIFFICULT FOR HER.  I KNOW YOUR MOM,DAD,BROTHERS ARE GOING THROUGH SO MUCH ESPECIALLY ON THIS HOLIDAYS BUT KEEP ON PRAYING FOR ALL OF THEM.      YOU KNOW LAST NIGHT I WAS STARING AT ANGEL AND HE LOOKS SO MUCH LIKE YOU. IS LIKE IM SEEING YOU AND IM SO HAPPY FOR THAT. ALSO WHEN I LOOK AT ERNIE I SEE THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES JUST LIKE YOURS. THEN FROM ADRIAN I SEE THAT HE HAS THAT SAME CARING HEART LIKE YOURS.AND YOUR MOM I SEE SO MANY THINGS THAT REMIND ME ABOUT YOU BUT ESPECIALLY HER HAIR SO NICE JUST LIKE YOURS. I ENJOY EVERYTIME IM WITH YOUR BROTHERS AND PARENTS BECAUSE THEY ALL HAVE SOMETHING THATS REMINDS ME ABOUT YOU........JASMINE KEEPS ASKING FOR YOU I TOLD HER YOUR OUR GUARDIAN ANGEL. SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE WENT WITH YOU TO PLAY AND THEN HELP YOU PUT AWAY SOME TOYS.IM SO HAPPY SHE ALWAYS REMEMBERS YOU EVEN SHE WAS ONLY 2 AND 10 MONTHS WHEN YOU WENT TO HEAVEN.THE OTHER DAY SHE WAS TRYING TO LOOK FOR YOU IN BETWEEN  THE CLOUDS. I JUST TOLD "SHE'S THERE KEEP ON LOOKING". WELL DESI I COULD WRITE SO MUCH MORE BUT I HAVE TO GO FOR NOW. ILL TALK TO YOU LATER MIJA.   MERRY CHRISTMAS! LOVE YOUR AUNTIE VERO.

hi dez, well mmm...i just wanted to let you know that i miss you so much, i still cant get over the fact that your not with us anymore....but yeah its true you are gone..but you will alwayz be in our hearts and you will alwayz be remebered..this is just so hard for me..i can imagine the pain your mom has been going threw..i remember so many things from elementary to our jr high (olive)..those were the good times:)..you and your hott chettos:) alwayz with your red fingers!!! also i remember you alwayz use to make me laugh and laugh..i could never stop laughing in mrs.cruz class:) or wheneverz you got your nails done you were all happy...just your smile that brightened up mrs.cruz's room when you walked in threw that door!!! but after you were gone...it was so so hard for me to adapt with you not being there...i couldnt take it..i didnt have the courage to walk in that door everyday without seeing you next to me..without you makin me laugh everyday!!! idk why God took you away from all the ones that love you..but he knows what he does..and if he did it then it was because he wanted you in heaven next to him!!! well i just want you to know that here in my heart there will alwayz be a place for you..and im pretty sure that other people that truley love you will say the same thing as me!!! im iss you....see you in heaven!!! yvonne