Good morning Desiree ....wow I cant believe its been so long since you
went to Heaven ....all of us miss you so much words cant describe it ...
I mean I see your mom all the time and I she reminds me so much of you
well duh she's your mom but thats why you are such a beautiful person
you were raised very well and I know that you are so proud of them I know
I am .....I see your brothers all the time and they love you they always
talk about you and Im glad ..... I dont ever want anyone to forget you
I mean as christians we try and bring people to church and we been doing
this for yrs but you brought over 900+ people there in just a couple of days you were so loved and its funny because everytime I go out I see people in the stores or on the street wearing shirts in your memory and I always tell them that you were my cousin ....It hurts me sometimes because your not here with us but I know that your in a better place and that you are with God ...everytime I want to give up I think of you and your family  I know if I give up now I wont see u and that helps me to go on ...man I was on myspace last night looking at your moms page and there was a picture of you in Vegas and I remember when we went we had so much fun laughing and watching scary movies ... I remember we wanted to go swimming but you did not want to come out of the bathroom because you were so shy... I remember taking you to taco bell after school and straightening your hair but most of all I remember you smile and your laugh ...i wish I can just hear it one last time ....you gave us so many wonderful memories and I am so grateful that God blessed us with that ....Jr. had a son and he so beautiful i look at him sometimes and I say man I wish kika could be here and see him ...I always tell jr that your would probably kiss and hug him so tight like you used to do to adrian and your brothers .... but then I remember that you are looking down on us from heaven and one day we will all be together again .... Im so happy that I was able to talk to you this morning I feel alot better ...I love you Desiree and talk to you soon love you always Veronica ......

omg...its been a while i miss you so much....i was so used to seeing you everyday that when it happened i couldnt believe it....i kept thinking that the next day you would be at auntie sonyas house waitng on the couch for me to come home....we spent so much time together.....its hard to believe that its already been a year, 7 months and 13 days....i miss you so much... i have dreams of memories...like when we went to raging waters.....because you screamed, i screamed....wow... i really miss that...i dont really see how i lived without you this long....at your funeral i couldnt stop crying just thinking of the fact that im not hanging out with you anymore....i cant wait until i get to see you again....we could hangout and talk about old times....everybody misses you....we were at the hospital yesterday because auntie sonya got sick....but i walked passed the chapel and remembered that time when we were in there playing with the holy water...that was so fun...i think every moment with you was so unforgetable....i miss those days....those memories that bond that we had....my sister said that she dreamed of you last night....she couldnt stop crying....seeing your mom reminds me of you so much....i see a lot of you in her....especially your hair....omg i wish i had your hair...well i just wanted to stop by and say hi...."HI".... counting the days until i see you again, breana "bananas"nunez te amo

I remember when it was your first day of school. I dressed you up and fixed you hair. You loved going to school, baby I wish I can close my eyes and go back in time. I remember your curly hair, how I used to play with it. People used to say that we looked like sisters. Desiree how is it in heaven. Is it really pretty like the bible says, are the streets really made of gold? I wish I can just call your cell phone and talk to you. Desiree, I thank God for blessing me with you, you were a good girl.  I know that I probably gave you a diffrent life then everyone else, but I tried my best to be the best mother to you. I truly thank God that I was able to raise you in church. Everything you did was so beutiful, you always had a beautiful smile. You always like to hug me and kiss. Dang I wish I can do that right now.It has been 1 year, 6 months ,6 days ,2 hours and 18 minutes since you left my side. It seems like eternity. People have said to let you rest and try to move on, they have lost their marbles. I believe that you are in peace and with God, but how can I, your mom, move one. I had you for 13 years ,1 month, 10 days, 7 hours and 45 mimutes. How can someone say, move on. How can they say that to me. Desiree, I know that God knows how much I miss you and I believe that one day I will see you again. The problem is that it seems that things have you gotten worse for us since you left. I don't understand and yes sometimes I feel like just throwing in the towel. I want to just give up. I can't and I won't, I want to see you again and I know that your brothers need me. I want them to be good boys, to be like you, beautiful, respectful, full of life and loving. Yes, you were my angel from heaven, but I wish I would of had you longer. I cry every night for you. People say that I look good and that I am strong. If they only knew how I really feel. I feel horrible everyday, my only reason for living is for your brothers and dad. Nothing else, I don't care about school. I have continued because I want to give your brothers a better life. I wish that I will dream more of you. God knows that I can't handle it, maybe that is why he hasn't allowed it too much. Well, baby I will talk to you soon. I ask that I see you in my dreams tonight and everynight. Baby, keep us in prayer, we are going through some tough times that we really need a miracle. I Love You Very Much my princess Dezi.

Loving you always my precious baby.  Your Mom, Lorena

Hi Desiree we miss u so much. Its been so long that Ive seen u smile and heard u laugh. When ever I saw u smile u made me smile. I know alot of people that wish they could see u again. Lauren, me, ur friends, and ur family miss u and hope to see when our time comes. Hope ur having a great time up there.

Hey Desiree

Well im just here in high school its boring!!!! Well it has bean a long time i havent wrote to u.I miss you alot!!! It has bean a realy fast year and it has bean a long year with out you to!!!!!!! I cant belive you had to go like that i wish u would still be here with us.

Love

HEY DESIREE,

MAN LIFE IS SO HARD WITHOUT U. ITS NO THE SAME WITHOUT U IN MY NEW HIGH SCHOOL. I WON'T FORGET THE MEMORIES THAT U HAD IN UR PERIODS. SOMETIMES THESE THINGS JUST HAPPEN WHEN IT'S THERE TIME. WELL ALL SEE ONE DAY UP THERE IN HEAVEN WE DON'T KNOW WHEN BUT WHEN IT'S OUR TIME IT'S GOING TO BE OUR TIME. WE ALL MISS U AND LOVE U SO MUCH.

WELL HOPE TO SEE U AGAIN,

LOVE YA!

MARCH 6,1993- APRIL 16,2006

 Hey dez! just dropping by to show u some love. I miss you so much that it just makes me cry. I miss everything about you. Especially your smile and laughter. You were truly special in every way. But I know u r in a better place now. I hope one day to see you in heaven. Though I don't know when that time will come. LOL!  Til this day I can't believe ur gone. But ur still in our hearts and never to be forgotton.

And because of you. you made me realize to cherish and enjoy the ones around me. Love you and miss u!! From your Olive Middle School Friend.

HEY THERE DESIREE!! WELL YEA JUST STOPPING BY TO TELL U THAT I MISS U LOTZ!!!! DNT EVER 4GET U''LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART! DAMB I MISS ALL THOSE FUN TIMES IN ADVISORY AND LUNCH! ILL NEVER FORGET THAT BIG SMILE OF YOURS!!!WELL YEA G2G!!!!! BYE~!

 

                                                                ALWAYZ,

                                                                           *~B@Bii3 J~*

It seems like its been days sence past away!!Dez u dont now how much we miss u we just want u back in our life's!!But nowing that u are in our hearts make's us feal a little better!!!!!

 

HEY DESIREE,

IT'S ALREADY BEEN A YEAR LONG THAT U HAVE GONE WITH OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN. I WISHED U COULD HAVE STOOD LONGER WITH US BUT IT WAS TIME FOR THE LORD TO TAKE U AWAY. WE ALL MISS YOU SOO MUCH AND LOVE U ALOT AND ALL UR MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS. I WISHED OUT OF THE WHOLE WORLD U COULD COME BACK TO US ON EARTH, BUT I KNOW I WILL SEE U AGAIN IN HEAVEN AND I HOPE U VISIT THE LOVED ONES DREAMS. I MISS U AND LOVE U. YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN BY THE ONES WHO LOVE U AND CARE ABOUT SOO MUCH THAT U WERE HERE WITH US. LOVE U OUR BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS.