Desiree Eileen Ramirez

well desiree, today its 2 years. wow. its been a long time. i wanted to go and see yew but i wasnt able to. and im really sorry but just know that yerr in my prayer and thoughts. i miss you so much babigurl yew dont even know hunny. things arent the same and thats a fact. i just wsh that god didnt have to take away from all of us so soon.  well freshman year is almost over and it was pretty fun but i bet yew that if yew were here with us still it would have even been better. i love yew so much hunny. its hard to go day by day and know that yew arent here with us. i will never really understand why god took yew from us. we truly miss yew and love yew truly. it feels like youve been gon forever.  i miss that beautiful smile so much. everyone remembered yew today. yew will never be forgotten babigurl. yew touched everybodys lifes and yew left everyone with a little piece of yew. well i just wanted yew to know that i was thinking of yew and know that i will never forget yew because forgeting desiree e. ramirez isnt even in my vocabulary.  i love yew and miss yew alot. i will continue to pray for yew. i hope to see yew again in heaven. lots of hugs and kisses. i love yew

well its me again !!! wow I cant believe that its going to be your birthday in just a couple of days .... I still remember the day when we went to round table and your birthday was coming up so you and Junior dissappeared and a couple of minutes later you came back with a big smile and a bag with a white shirt inside !!!! i remember it like it was yesterday I cant believe that this happened never in my life have I ever experienced anything like this .... you werent supposed to leave us so soon !! I see everyone around me all the time and I always think wow what would you have looked like by now i know you would be beautiful !!! we miss you so much my brother always talks about you .... we were at isabella game on saturday and he told me he remembers playing catch with you !! I remember that day too you were wearing gray sweats and a white shirt you were telling us how you were so excited to play softball i remember your smile and your laugh  !!! you would laugh fr everything !! :) my life has changed so much I have gotten closer to GOD because of you and I thank you for that !!! even though we miss you so much we all know that you are in a better place ..... I will never give up I want to see you again in heaven !!! well talk to you later love you always Veronica

I love you baby, I wish you were here. I can't stop thinking about you and what you would want for your birthday next week.  I miss you my love

HEY DESIREE,

HAPPY LATE VALENTINE'S DAY! I JUST STOPPED BY TO SHOW U HOW MUCH I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH. IM SORRY TAT I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO COME AND VISIT YOU ON THE COMPUTER, WELL ANYWAYS HOWS IT UP THERE WIT OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN, I REALLY MISS YOU SOMETIMES I THINK ABOUT U ALL THE TIME AND I CANT STOP BUT I KNOW YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE NOW WITH OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN AND I HOPE U MISS UR FRIENDS AS MUCH AS THEY MISS YOU. I WOULD NEVER FORGET THE DAY WE MET AND HOW WE USE TO SAY HI TO EACH OTHER IN 2ND PERIOD AND 7TH PERIOD, WELL ANYWAYS WAT IM TRYING TO SAY IS TAT U WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART AND NO MATTER WAT I WILL MISS U FOREVER AND EVER. I LOVE YOU AND ILL TALK TO YOU LATER IN MY DREAMS OR WEN I GO TO CHURCH ILL PRAY AND HOW MUCH WE ALL MISS YOU.

Heyy desiree I miss yew. I love u soo much. Last time o talked 2 u u were a 6th grader=[ R.I.P hunny i love yew! && u'll never be forgotten.

I  miss you Dezi so much. It seems to get harder every day. So many things are happening and I don't understand why you can't be here to share them with us. Your auntie liz is having a baby girl, she will be name, Mika Desiree. I seen her through an ultrasound 4D today. She is beautiful, Desiree I miss you soo much. I wish you were here. It still does seem so unreal. I ask myself, am I dreaming? I wish I can just snap out of this nightmare. I will do or give anything to have you back. If I can give you my life, I would. I will let you live life and be happy. I lived my life, not exactly a good life, but I did. Dang Desiree, I wish you can respond to this message. I wish you can say, Mom, I'm here, stop tripping. I wish you can ask me to buy you something, or hot cheetos. I wish so many things. I can't seem to stop thinking so much about you. Your birthday is coming up and Its so hard for me to even think about it. I ask that you pray for us, that God will give us the strength that we need. I Love you my princess, I miss you so much. XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

I remember Valentines of 2006. You got up extra early and it was raining. I told you let's stay home Desiree, its raining. You did not want to stay home, you said that you had some grams coming to your class. You were so excited and wanted to be at school early. Dang Desiree, I miss the holiday's with you. Why? Why? Did you leave me so soon. I wish I can give you a big Valentines hug. I wish you were here right now. You would of been in High School right now, cheerleading for sure. I miss you my baby. I Love You so very much, you are forever in my heart. You brothers are still always talking about you like if you were here. We wish you could of been at Vegas with us last weekend. I Love You, and miss you.

Desiree, I wonder what you are doing in heaven. Are you singing? Are you playing? Only God knows. I miss you so much my princess. I still can't realy believe that your gone. I tell myself that your at grandma's. I look at your picture and wonder, Why? Yes, Why? did you have to go so soon. I thank God for the 13 years that I had you. I was able to have many memories with you. I wish that I had you a lot longer. I am proud of your softball team, they are all still together. They made it to the finals. Desiree are you looking at me right now? Can you hear me cry for you? I wish I can see you one more time and hug you very hard.

As I sit I remember how you will sit with your brothers and write their christmas list. You will look in papers and write the list. You never complained about anything that we gave you. You always appreciated everything you received. You loved every gift, even if you didn't wear/use them. Desiree it has been 1 year, 8 months, 1 day and 2:26 hours since you left us. I wonder why God allowed this to happen, Why will he take you from us. You were always a good girl and loved everyone. You were so happy with life and school. I can't comprehen why? I ask, I pray and I just have to trust in God. I believe that all things happen for a reason, I just can't see it yet. It is hard to think about you and not cry. I wake up in the mornings and remember how you were my alarm and will wake me up every morning. I miss that and all your hugs and kisses. I miss you tickling me, singing, dancing, asking for food, and telling us to buy you something. I miss you terribly my baby. Keep us all in your prayers, ask God to help us through this holiday's. It seem's to get harder every day without you. I Love you my Precious Princess.

Hey , its me Veronica ...yesterday Victor and I went to see you and it was so hard for me ...... we seen all the christmas trees and flowers everywhere .... and I started to think back about the last christmas that we spent with you ...I remember it like it was yesterday ...Victor bought me that karaoke machine and me and you were singing and laughing at uncle tony cause he was rapping .....it was so funny ... Im sad that you wont be here with us this christmas but I know you will there in our hearts ....we miss you so much.... I will never forget you !!!! I love you